HEART EYES, MOTHERFUCKER

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Kidnap Me--CRUISR
Tie me up to a chair
I could live in your hair
When you gonna kidnap me? 

Disintegration--Monarchy
There’s a beating inside of me
Open up we can take it slowly
Let’s dissolve our humanity
You found the beat of my heart  

You Made Me Love You--Nat King Cole
You made me happy sometimes
You made me glad
But there were times
You made me feel so bad 

Dreams--The Cranberries
You have my heart 

Every Other Freckle--alt-J
I want to share your mouthful
I want to do all the things your lungs do so well

Calm Me Down--Mother Mother
Put myself through living hell
all so I could feel what I felt
when you took me in

The Very Thought of You--Nat King Cole
The very thought of you
And I forget to do
The little ordinary things that everyone ought to do

The Horror of Our Love--Ludo
I smell your softness
carnivorous and lusting to track you down among the pines
I want you stuffed into my mouth,
hold you down and tear you open, live inside you

All of Me--Billie Holiday
Take my lips,
I want to lose them
Take my arms,
I'll never use them

Apart--The Real Tuesday Weld
When the world has done its thing
Where you end and where I begin,
A part of you will be a part of me

get weird

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"I just wanted to say thanks. You stood by me. All the time."
"Yeah, of course, don't get weird or anything."

1. At the Megaplex--Zombina & The Skeletons
2. I Think We're Alone Now--The Rubinoos
3. Baby--the bird and the bee
4. Mosquitos in the Stucco--Say Hi To Your Mom
5. You Were Cool--The Mountain Goats
6. It's Love--The Softies
7. I Wanna Be Your Boyfriend--The Rubinoos
8. A Complete List of Fears Ages 5-28 (Aprox)--The Yellow Dress
9. Calm, Calm, Calm Yourself--Anchor & Braille
10. The Horror Of Our Love--Ludo
11. Fast Car--Tracy Chapman
12. Bit By Bit--Mother Mother
13. My Body's a Zombie For You--Dead Man's Bones

I'm the prettiest boy ever! (vol.1 pastel)

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1. Pretty Things--Rufus Wainwright
2. Dream Theme--Glitch OST
3. Strawberry Swing–Frank Ocean
4. Dolly, Op. 56 I. Berceause (Gabriel Faure)--Eric Le Sage and Alexandre Tharaud
5. Blue Hour--Bee and Puppycat OST
6. One Room Disco–Perfume
7. Flower Fields–Kirby’s Epic Yarn
8. Stuck for Piano No. 2 in G minor, Op. 40 (Tchaikovsky)--Tomislav Bavnov
9. Haven't You Noticed (I'm a Star)--Steven Universe feat. Olivia Olson
10. Water Bubble Dream–Bee and Puppycat OST
11. Enchanted Woods--Glitch OST
12. Delicate ni Suki Shite--Takako Ohta
13. Alice in Wonderland Medley--Chris Calabrese
14. Pretty Patrick Lunchtime--Bee and Puppycat OST

she lives to kill me

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It's time for both of us to live.

To Love & Die–Jhene Aiko (San)
Many, many, many, many men
wished death upon me.
Have mercy on me.

The Loneliness and the Scream–Frightened Rabbit (Ashitaka)
But now our communal heart,
it beats miles from here.

Believe Me–Austra (San)
Mother,
everything you did before you hit the ground . . .

Civilization–Justice (Eboshi)
Tantalized and seduced by the demons released . . .

Sun Giant–Fleet Foxes (San and Ashitaka)
What a life I lead when the sun breaks free
as a giant torn from the clouds.
What a life indeed when that ancient seed
is a-buried, watered and plowed.

Up the Wolves–The Mountain Goats (San and Eboshi)
I’m going to get myself in fighting trim;
scope out every angle of unfair advantage.
I’m going to bribe the officials, I’m going to kill all the judges,
it’s going to take you people years to recover from all of the damage.

Twined & Twisted–Valerie June (San and Ashitaka)
Thinking not of who I am,
thinking only of where I’m going.
Young with all the answers
found out on my own.

Bremen–PigPen Theatre Co. (San and Ashitaka)
Take my paw in your hand
and we’ll sing for our supper
in that freest of the freest
–people need to see us–
the freest of the freest land.

Fresh Blood–Eels (San and Ashitaka)
Whatever trepidation you may feel
in your heart, you know it’s not real.
In a moment of clarity
summon an act of charity.

Bitter Rivals–Sleigh Bells (San and Eboshi)
Hearts so dark make dirt look clean.

Spent Gladiator 2–The Mountain Goats (San and Eboshi)
Like a village on the step,
about to get collectivized.
When the men emerge with rifles from the haystack,
everybody looks surprised.

Tiger Mountain Peasant Song–Fleet Foxes (Ashitaka)
I don’t know what I have done;
I’m turning myself into a demon.

Tremendous Dynamite–Eels (San and Ashitaka)
I am el hombre lobo
on the prowl for a restless night.
I got her right here in my sights.

Winter–TV on the Radio (San and Ashitaka)
Yeah, it’s the hardest part of nature.
Lord, have mercy on this creature.

Wanna Be On Your Mind–Valerie June (San and Ashitaka)
Side by side
through different doors . . .

I can feel this body dying all around me

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I have been mortal, and some part of me is mortal yet


Limbo Limbo Limbo--Jhene Aiko ("There has never been a time without unicorns")
She was just as basic as the
universal language of love

you must wake--Broadcast And The Focus Group ("They passed down all the roads long ago")
(instrumental)

Destiny--from Steven Universe ("It's a very rare person who is taken for what he truly is")
Do you believe in fantasy?
I have to when it's right in front of me

Scarborough Fair/Canticle--Simon & Garfunkel ("Schmendrick is with you")
On the side of a hill in the sprinkling of leaves.
Washes the grave with silvery tears.
A soldier cleans and polishes a gun.

Sirens Call--Cats on Trees ("We are sisters, you and I")
In my sleep, nothing same,
nothing according to plan.

The Shrine/An Argument--Fleet Foxes ("How dare you come to me now?")
I'm not one to ever pray for mercy
or to wish on pennies in the fountain or the shrine.
But that day you know I left my money
and I thought of you only

Who Are You, Really?--Mikky Ekko ("Why can I not see myself in your eyes?")
You are a stranger here, why have you come?

Impurity--Kaizen, Yoe Mase ("There is nothing I can look at for very long, except the sea")
We grow old, we grow old, discoloured with age.

1 John 4:16--The Mountain Goats ("Even your way of standing perfectly still--they were all my spies")
I feel like someone's lost child as the guards lead me outside
and if the clouds are gathering, it's just to point the way

The Sighting--A Fine Frenzy ("I love whom I love")
I can see your ties run deep
and it’s not for me to cut you free

If I Had A Heart--Fever Ray ("She will remember your heart when men are fairy tales in books written by rabbits")
If I had a heart I could love you

Enchanting Ghost--Sufjan Stevens ("No unicorn was ever born who could regret, but now I do")
Tell me what you saw in me
and I'll try to replicate it with a scene

batter my heart

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for you as yet but knock, breathe, shine, and seek to mend


Don’t Go, Phantom–Jookabox
You had me do the things I knew that in my heart were wrong.

Outro–M83
I’m the king of my own land.
Facing tempests of dust, I’ll fight until the end.
Creatures of my dreams raise up and dance with me!
Now and forever, I’m your king!

Personal Jesus–Johnny Cash
Put me to the test.
Things on your chest
you need to confess.
I will deliver,
you know I’m a forgiver.

Buried In Water–Dead Man’s Bones
Lock all the windows and doors,
the Devil’s coming for you and yours.
Hope was all that he could give,
so he died, so that all the town could live.

Identity–Austra
Strangers don’t know me, but love to control me.

Glass Figurine–Andrew Bird
You’ve got me sitting on your mantle like a little glass figurine.
Why must you be so mean?
Don’t you know I’ve got better things to do?

Gambang–Grimes
My soul is lost?
I don't know what to say.

East Side Bangs/East Side Fade–Jookabox
East side bangs that crown the strong and hungry.
Devil voices tempt us from the ground
but we will be alright if we preserve positive light.

Counting the Bodies Like Sheep to the Rhythm of the War Drums–A Perfect Circle
I’ll be the one to protect you from a will to survive and a voice of reason.
I’ll be the one to protect you from your enemies and your choices, son.

Eat Raw Meat = Blood Drool–Editors
I don’t wanna be ignored, oh god,
when I’m a gun in a fistfight.

Lose It–Austra
I get impatient, with every word.
The more you ask me, the more I’ve heard.
This is a thirst that I’ve never had.
I’ve never bled for another man.

Skin–Grimes
Soft skin, you touch me within and so I know I could be human once again.

Treat Me Like Your Mother–The Dead Weather
Who’s got it figured out?
Play straight.
Try to manipulate.

Wings Off Flies–Nick Cave and The Bad Seeds
Listen, I plead guilty to misanthropy,
so hang me! I’d appreciate it!
Witness her gate-crash my tiny hell
with some obscene tête-à-tête

Arms Tonite–Mother Mother
And hey, you,
don’t you think it’s kinda cute
that I tried
to escape the afterlife?
That I tried
to get back in your arms alive?

Splendour–M83
It’s not goodbye, my only friend.
Yesterday started over again.

How To Embrace A Swamp Creature–The Mountain Goats
I start to sweat, I can’t cool down.
I’m scared of all the strangers in this town.
I try to tell you just why I’ve come.
It’s like I’ve got molasses on my tongue.
I made it through town somehow,
but who’s gonna save me now?

It's Only A Paper Moon--Ella Fitzgerald
Say, it’s only a paper moon
sailing over a cardboard sea,
but it wouldn’t be make believe
if you believed in me.